words failed !!!

I know you not but I know you true 

The feeling ran deeply through
The kiss that killed when
the thrill was brought in blend

then the expectations,

the face of  the reality,

the bitter truth
the disappointment 

yet, the uncertainty.

I go to bed thinking about you.

Thinking about what you said,
thinking about what we shared

what we were.

No tears, No pain, only US.

Now I no longer know where I stand.

Should I risk my heart for something uncertain?

but the question is, what was it then that made it certain?

I can't bring myself to say more, 

and can't find the strength to ask you once more.

Disappointed by how words tremendously failed to convey what the depth of me just knew.