not Anger; Something else!

I am waiting; few hours more, I am still waiting I flip through channels, I flip through pages of the magazine, I finish a whole 840 pages novel, replay the tracks from my playlist over and over again, I eat,I roam around, I fall asleep waiting and suddenly wake up and what am I still doing? "Waiting" I wait till the day turns night and night turns to day.  I wait as life passes me by. And after all this you leave without saying

GOODBYE?????

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My wait turned into anger and anger into a drop of silent tear ; a text message saying SORRY  has no effect on me any longer.
PS  I don't ask questions, I don't ask for clarifications but sure I do think about it. That's the
way it is ,for you to be true to me.